Today was my first day as a supervisor in training. I will grow into my position, by the help of the both assistant and main director of the account. To overlook the operations will be a smooth transition, but I see the bad habits that some security officers already have. The main security director already has informed me of what to do. Besides all that, I felt really good getting back into the security scene once again, I felt so naked and disgusted not working for one whole month. I felt useless and it is something I do not want to ever experience ever again in my life. I rather be in vacation getting paid than being unemployed. Do you know how it sucks being unemployed? Literally it sucks; I’m dead serious it is something I do not want to experience ever again. When I asked for a fresh start in life I dead not mean get behind my bills and do not work for a month, but I think it meant motivation and inspiration of the newly Dave Jefferson. My assistant director has already given tips on how to get recognizes in the company. That is something I am going to take accordingly as I proceed with the company.
Right now, my mind is concentrated in one aspect growth, I do not have any hot women I have in mind right now. It is all about career oriented and I am where I want to be in life. I had to work for this for 24 years; I’m glad that it happened before by 25th birthday, so this can actually set up this early in the long run. I really want to thank the people who have been behind me since 2009, my family, the few friends and the people who have motivated me negatively throughout my life when I was 6 years old until now. My parents (despite how many conflict they had and I had with them) I’ve appreciate the negative/positive support they have giving me I have learned how to filter certain things that they have thrown at me, it gave me the sense of motivation and inspiration to accomplish my goals and life objectives. I’ve seen my dad as a hard worker and I’ve seen my mom as a supporter, I have cherished those things in my life. Since I finished my B.S. degree and got this supervisor job I feel that nothing can stop me as I continue learning and running on. In the bottom of heart deeply I love my mom and dad, no matter what happens in the long run. They may see the anger and frustrations at home but I know I have the deep soft heart I have.
I have to thank my 2 brothers no matter I am not close with them, but hopefully I can draw some inspiration, because of my work ethic. I remember those days my older brother has taken me to the Alhambra football games where I have become a 21 year loyal fan from his playing days until now, Seeing him being competitive on the field, having a family and now working once again, I’m glad to see him grow as a man. He is a good example of a father, role model, high figure and a man willing to take the care of kids at home, which many “guys” do not do. My little brother, I think he has so much potential in his arsenal despite the box games he has played with his high school friends, but hey, I was in the category. I really want him to succeed and be better than me he has a lot of years ahead of him and way to grow in life. I have talked to him in certain aspects in life regarding friends, girls, finance and jobs. It is all in the back of his head, but I know he will understand. When I turn 25 years I’m going to do whatever I can for him to get an early head start in man hood. Whatever he wants to learn I’ll do what I can to teach him. I love both brothers no matter what the circumstances are.
My 2 annoying sisters, I do not think so, if it was not for them I wouldn’t have more time to study, learn, plan and organize my thoughts about my future girl friends or kids that I want to have in the future. My older sister is the inspiration that I have to see how older women think; lately we have come closer as brother and sister. I have enjoyed our conversation about relationships we have learned from each other. She gave me ideas on how women think, what her ideas are about guys, her experiences and what does she think about today’s generation. I felt like I needed that wing girl to help me out with other situations with women which even made it easier for decisions to make in my life. I have appreciated everything from her as a sister. Then there is my little rude annoying going to be 8 year old sister, I think if it wasn’t for her I wouldn’t have no created anymore time spending time on my homework and organizations of life because how she annoyed me and I did not want to hear her. Watching her grow when she was little kid on January 27, 2004 I remember the first time I saw her when I came back home then saw the last little sister I will probably have in my life. She may be a brat, but she is the one who puts more time in my hands to get out of the house to create more planning and education in my life. No matter what happens I love both sisters.
My families were always my supporter I may say I do not have support but they have been there for me, saying the little things I am proud of you and I know you can do it. One day, I hope I succeed earlier that I realize than give something back I have been living under there roof for 23 years and 6 months. They have only tasted 6 months without me, but think about one day I’m really gone to New York or somewhere in the east it is going to be a long time until I come back to California and visit them. Right now, I’m doing what I can to enjoy my family before I take off into my career and go the east coast. No matter what happens I’ll be 3,000 miles away. Hahanah j/k, I will be around for a while.
Dave Jefferson
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