Today is the end of two things, the end of the year and the end of David Castaneda. Effective Midnight, my name will be officially changed to Dave Jefferson. When I look back into the days when I was 3 years old to today, it was a roller-coaster ride. If I had to say which were my best days academically it would be at William Northrup Elementary school, even though they were a bunch idiots, but the school was fantastic. As I got older from high school until now, I figured that I am a very personal and independent person when it comes to life. I’ll admit I do not have many friends or cliques I hang out with. As they say in elementary or high school, loner! Yeah right. The way I see it the loner in elementary and high school turns on being on track with life. At age 22 I even told myself, I better off being by myself and one man show to succeed, I do not really anyone by my side. I would like to have friends who support outside my family, but I got very little of that. I say that it is okay, because once I’d accomplished several goals in my life, I was used to it, and then finished on what I do to do.
Whatever my peers, people, family members told my negatively I took it as motivation to better myself and accomplish my goals and developing into a man. David Castaneda-wise, I’ll admit I did want attention as much as women who dresses glamorous. When I saw pictures of people, my peers and groups I get jealous , because I always thought how come I go to something like that, or how he has a lot of girlfriends? Areas has its plus and minuses. I think it is a learning curb as you go through life and realize there are certain things might be a risk and decided to stay away. As a plus and minus example, guys/boys say it is all about partying, drinking and so forth and I tell them my story about I graduated and so on, they look at me like “You graduated”? Then they look at me stunned or quiet. They know girls/women would like a “man” who is successful. My co-workers and peers said finish your education, and then do what you want; it is not worth partying and clubbing. I found better ways to meet people and especially women, better than the college hookup which I will explain later.
About year and half ago, I found this website called “Meetup” where they set up events for people who like to go; for example, singles, adventures, camps and so on. I think this is a great way to meet people, because they are open ready to talk with one another instead of being nervous and feeling uncomfortable. Everyone is willing to be open and have a great time either dancing, drinking (not a lot), get to know the people, other activities it is pretty great. As I said prior I’m not pursuing a relationship, but if something goes on then no problem. My career is my main focus going into tomorrow (Jan 1). My career dictates my life, as much money I have is going to tell me where I am in life. I would like to do is volunteer somewhere get some experience in a certain area in business for experience, if I can go that then I have a plan B just in case something goes wrong in the security side, then have a plan c and so on.
The college “hookup” in today’s college campuses is the trend for a quick one night at a “gig” then totally strangers are the next day. I did not want to get myself into that because it is still risky, protection, pill and so forth. Even though, I did not go into a university I can go to a college campus and have a good time at a “gig” or an ongoing campus party, which probably I get someone fake my drunk side and find a girl who is drunk as well, then go for it……not so fast. When I think about it I never really cared for sex and I did have my urges, but I don’t care too much for it. I say when I get older the partying and “having a good time” will take place. By then I will have my room, apartment or whatever shelter I am renting. This way it is easier to have time to myself and “bring girls’ home.
I am looking forward into the new year and have a goals in mind, once again, Masters, Moving up in my career, wealth, developing my well-being and my manhood.
2012 watch out!
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